She left her body and she's under anesthesia. Her eyes are taped shut to protect her corneas and she can see into the room. Okay, that should be impossible. She sees the blood dripping down from the IV containers into her body. Her blood pressure is plummeting fast. Then suddenly she feels in the center of her chest an emptiness and she realizes her heart has stopped. Then she sees the man hitting this large red button on the wall to call the resuscitation team. And she hears all the monitors going off. At that point, she says, "I realize I'm dying." And she feels herself leaving her body. She says she's going to the back boundaries of her awareness and does this graceful backward arc into the unknown because she's out. Goes through this incredible barrier into this sparkling black light. Suddenly, she is feeling totally ecstatic. Everything is fine. And she hears this amazing voice that is like full of intelligence and love. >> You must live. >> And she suddenly feels herself spiraling back down into the hospital room. She then becomes unconscious and wakes up again in the recovery room. She has a trachea tube in so she can't speak. She lifts up her hand so they won't speak and ask for something to write on. They give her a napkin and she says, "I know I have a baby girl. I know my heart stopped. I know my uterus is out because they had to do a hysterctomy because she wanted them to know before they said anything that she knew everything. And she said from that moment when she came to in the recovery room, she knew consciousness was fundamental. She knew she was not the product of the neurons in her brain in terms of her own awareness. >> Marjgerie Wulos spent 30 years as a hard materialist neuroscientist. She co-wrote the standard textbook on motor control, the one used to train physiootherapists worldwide. Then at a meditation retreat aged 30, something happened that her own textbook said was impossible. She hid it from her colleagues for over 25 years until she finally concluded that the brain does not produce consciousness. It simply filters it. Since then, she's gone on to become a worldleading authority on near-death experiences, terminal lucidity, and something I'm personally very skeptical on, telepathy. Subscribe to the channel to find out conclusively if tardigrades have near-death experiences. I'm a neuroscientist. That's impossible according to my neurositis theories. Then how is it happening? Do you want me to just say that everybody that sees that is must be, you know, having hallucinations? I don't think so. Marjorie, you have a really fascinating story and academic path, but for the listener who might not be familiar, what's the most important context for them to understand you? Where does your story really begin? Well, you know, I should say my story really begins when I was like maybe about four years old. And I was talking to my sister out in the garden of our little 1acre farm that my parents had. And I said to her, "If there is a God that exists, we should dedicate our life to that God." Now, at four years of age, I'm surprised at that, but that's what I said to her. And then my life sort of unfolded from there. And I should say that in the 11th grade I had the most amazing English literature teacher named Dr. um James O'Neal and he told us about Plato's allegory of the cave. And if a listener doesn't know about it, I highly recommend reading about Plato's allegory of the cave because it's a situation where people are basically chained in a cave looking at a wall and seeing shadows on the wall and thinking that's reality. Then one of them is unchained. He goes up and he has a terrible time actually going up out of the cave being blinded by the light. But when he gets used to it, he says, "Oh my goodness, this is the world." And then he tries to go back into the cave and tell the other people and they don't want to hear about it. And to me, that is sort of like the nature of my own early life, but then also now trying to talk to other people who are still seeing what I consider some of the shadows on the wall and not seeing what's really out there beyond the shadows. So that was through the 11th grade. And then I went to college. I went to the university and I thought I want to study what's really going on in the brain that helps us see this wider reality. And what happened is the professor said, "Excuse me, the brain is the sole producer of our conscious awareness and there's nothing more." And they gave me all the evidence in all my classes that made me absolutely believe it. So by the age of like 19 or 20, I was a materialist. And then I said, "Okay, if that's the case, I'll just study the brain and I'll find out what the brain does." So there we are. That's my background. And I should say at that point I felt that most of the people that believed in a consciousness beyond the brain were simply weak-minded people and I didn't want to know about their work because it seemed irrelevant to me. But then what happened after being a neuroscientist at the University of Oregon for about 10 years at the age of 30 my sister invited me to a meditation retreat with an Indian meditation master and I had an experience that basically turned my life upside down. I think in French you'd say bulver it turned everything upside down. And what happened was that so I was sitting in this retreat. I was a skeptical neuroscientist. I was an atheist and we were told in the first meditation session that the meditation master was going to come around and initiate every individual there and he said it was going to happen through the swami's touch. Now clearly I was skeptical being the neuroscientist that I was but I was also there for the weekend and I decided to put my skepticism aside and just be curious. So what's going to happen? So, I'm sitting there um in the meditation room and it's darkened and I'm beginning to hear him move through the room and my eyes are closed, but my senses are otherwise fully engaged. I'm listening. I'm aware. And when he comes to me, what I feel is first of all his hands like right between the eyes on the bridge of my nose. And then I feel what feels like a slight mini electrical current going from his hands, his fingers down into the center of my chest. And it feels like this mini lightning bolt of electricity that goes down and ends right in the center of my chest, like parallel to the physical heart, but not the physical heart. And then I feel this energy radiating outward, just filling my whole being. And I would say, "This energy feels like nectar. If it were a color, it would be golden. And it feels like pure love flowing through me and beyond me." And the words that came to mind were totally non-scientific. They were, "I'm home. I'm home. my heart is my home. It's like I'd finally found my home in the world and it felt so good. So that was what happened in that meditation retreat. And then I went back home to the university position in Virginia where I was at the time and the very next morning I spontaneously woke up at 5:00 a.m. and I meditated. I sat up in my bed. I meditated and I have done that every day since without stopping because I somehow knew at the deepest level that actually just below the surface of my awareness there simmered this quiet ecstasy and I touched it in that meditation program and I knew it was there waiting for me if I could find it again. And it was sort of like the the door opens wide, then it sort of shuts down to only a crack, but you know the light is still there. And now you're willing to work to quiet the mind to find that place again. And so I should say that from then on I continued on at the university. I shifted from Virginia to the University of Oregon and I kept on doing this research. But I now began living what I would call a double life where doing my neuroscience research in really rehabilitation of people with motor disorders like cerebral pausy or stroke or Parkinson's and I became very well known in that area. I have National Institutes of Health grants from the United States and I also wrote a textbook this in its sixth edition right now called motor control translating research into clinical practice. So I still when I wear my neuroscience cap that's how people know me. But the other side is that gradually over those years at the university I was doing more and more meditation practice more and more meditation retreats and I was going wait a minute there's a disconnect here. It's like I'm leading two different lives. My life as a neuroscientist where I'm surrounded by skeptics um that are all um materialists like myself and then my life of people that have an expanded awareness that have sort of gotten out of Plato's cave and they're now up looking in the light and seeing things that I never saw before. And so finally, I guess after about 20 years, I said to myself, Marjorie, you have to begin to put the two lives together. And so that's when in my laboratory I started doing research on meditation. And I in fact would find a graduate student that wanted to work on meditation and we would then do projects on what's changing in the brain when you meditate. Um what changes in different parts of the brain. And of course one of the things we found is that the brain actually becomes much more agile when you're actually meditating over a period of time. it becomes stronger in the sense that it can now inhibit those what I would call impulses that happen when something happens you're either afraid or you're angry or you have a lot of ensty and what the frontal loes as they get stronger can do is simply allow you to pause when those emotions come up and say is this really true is is anger really warranted here well maybe it's not maybe I could just sort of relax and listen to my higher self and respond in a different way so those are the things we began to learn in my university setting and I had a wonderful time doing it and I should say that um because I had a lots of money from the National Institutes of Health for work on stroke and Parkinson's I could also let my students working on meditation use the equipment for their studies to look at actually what's going on in the brain with meditation so in fact I found that a wonderful way of then beginning to combine the two and then finally at a certain point after I think 30 years of working at the university I that I want to go fulltime into doing research on the nature of consciousness and what can we really say about whether it's only the brain that produces consciousness or whether perhaps consciousness is fundamental and the brain acts as this filter to actually reduce the amount of amazing experiences that are out there to what some people say is a measly trickle of what is really available to us. So that's what's happened in the last 10 years. And I've been having a marvelous time doing research on terminal lucidity, children with telepathy that are autistic, and um amazing other experiences like near-death experiences. >> I want to share a really embarrassing story. So I was working with this company to build a really awesome science product, and we were using AI to summarize the entirety of the available literature and a hallucination crept its way into the work. It was presented to me confidently. It sort of fit the narrative and everything just seemed right about it. But of course, as you might guess, it was a complete fabrication. It actually cost me thousands of dollars, completely blew up in my face, and has made me terrified of hallucinations. And honestly, it's changed the way I think about AI and science. That is why for every Giant Shoulder episode, I use long-term sponsor of the channel, Consensus. 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And it seems to be at some moment in their life, they experienced something that just hit a wall in this materialist reductionist framework. They couldn't explain their own experience using what they read in the textbook in college. And often times it's psychedelics, sometimes it's meditation. I'd say it's more often than not psychedelics because that can sort of just blast you there right away. Whereas meditation, it usually doesn't happen on like the first time, right? That's why your experience is quite interesting. You know, you might hear that someone starts a meditation practice and they get nothing from it for a while and they're kind of slogging through and then eventually something happens. But you had this experience where you were skeptical and then almost right away as you as you mentioned the swami touched you and then you felt something that you just couldn't immediately could not explain. Do you have an explanation for that now in your new consciousness ontology? How do you think about what that experience was? What caused it? I'm curious now, decades later, how you think about that experience, that moment. >> Yeah. Well, in fact, I have found that when you look at spiritual awakenings across a large group of people, and I should say I have a couple of papers now where I've interviewed people with spiritual awakenings, you find out that in fact they occur in a variety of conditions. And in fact, one of the conditions is when they are with a person who has had an amazing um awakening themselves in the past and is a really what I would call an evolved spiritual person. And it's as if something in them allows a transmission of energy that can literally awaken you, which is what happened to me. And so, having heard that, I think, oh, well, that's interesting. But the other thing that's very similar is when people have a near-death experience. And once again, the brain is stopped. Their EEG is flatlined when the doctors are looking at it in the hospital. But the person leaves their body. And in fact, they encounter often a being beyond this um realm. And this being is full of exquisite love. Um they see incredible light. They feel totally at home. That's their word again. I'm home. And then they're told, "No, no, no. It's not your time. Get back in that body." And they have to do that. But their life, like mine, then is totally transformed. It's a literally a 180 degree shift. And in fact, you may know the word the person Jeff Krypaul who's been talking about that. He wrote a book called The Flip about people like myself. So if you haven't, I highly recommend his book, The Flip, and all of his research because literally something happens in us and we go from this body mind complex that is full of filtered information and we only see through the five senses and then something happens. something is shifted inside of us and these other what I would call these inner senses are awakened. So with an NDE people begin to have for example mental telepathy with other people. They know what the other person is thinking. Um they often have precognitive experiences and often they don't want this. They didn't ask for the NDE. They didn't ask for all these extra um abilities but in fact there they are. And I think in one case there is a beautiful story in fact that Jeff Krypaw tells of a woman Elizabeth Chrome that had a near-death experience when she was in fact walking across a parking lot at a Jewish synagogue in a thunderstorm in Texas and she was struck by lightning. And of course she her body was down on the ground and she left her body. And when she came back because she was told, "Okay, you know, you need to come back." She came back with the ability to actually know what was wrong with other people when she looked at them. She had these experiences of what was deeper inside of them that they even knew. And she began to have precognitive dreams. For example, when in the United States the um I think it was US Airflight actually I think they hit a couple of geese something like that in the sky after takeoff and they they lost their engines etc. And the pilot was able to maneuver them so that they actually crashed into I think it was the Hudson River. And there was a photo taken afterwards of all of these people on the plane's wings. She saw that in a dream before it happened. And she actually was able, because this had happened to her earlier, to write her an email so that she could timestamp the dream time and what happened and write down what she saw in the dream. And then when it did happen the next day, she could document that she actually knew that in advance. Now, she didn't like that. She wanted that to go away because it's awful to know about tragedies before they happen and because the government is not going to want to listen to you because they'll think that you were the cause of it because people shouldn't be precognitive. But so those are the things first of all that do happen with spiritual awakening. So NDE's my own spiritual awakening they call that in India in fact shocktipot which simply means the descent of grace or energy or power into you from in fact either spontaneously or through another individual and then of course as you say there are the people that have psilocybin experiences and that psilocybin experience can also just shift you 180 degrees and it's like oh my goodness I never saw the world in this way before and I should say it also can happen spontaneously. Um because I wrote this article and interviewing all of these scientists and academics, some of them say that it happened in the middle of the night. Um, for example, whether it's with a dream or waking up in the morning and suddenly they see the world filled with light and it's not that it stays there forever, but again, it's like that there is a crack in the door to the other side of existence and it's wide open for a while and then it begins to close down, but it never closed down enough to keep you from really believing it was real. And now you want to find your way back and you want to learn what on earth happened. So, I think that's fascinating. what is going on inside of us. And I just want to add one more thing because it relates to the work I'm doing now with children with autism who are non-speaking and they are also telepathic. And in those cases with these children, it appears that they came into the world with these abilities. But it never shut down in them like it shuts down in most of us. So, when I've been doing interviews with these children and their parents, what the parents say, I say, "When did you first discover your child was telepathic?" And the parent might say, "Well, you know, when he was about six years old, and I was trying to hide the Christmas gifts, and I couldn't hide them from him. He always knew where I put them." But then when you ask the child, they say, "I've always been telepathic. I've always known what my parents were thinking. I came into the world this way." So, I think that's an interesting phenomenon, too. It's not that there's only a spiritual awakening or some other event like an NDE, but some people actually come in wide open and most of us perhaps come in more wide open and then gradually through whether it's learning language and I will talk with you about that later on. Like our conceptualization, our seeing the world word through the world through our words and our concepts actually begins to carve out a small portion of the world related to our conceptuality and all we see is our concepts of things. So when I think dog, I see dog as a particular concept. I don't really see the real dog in front of me so to speak. So that's one of the interesting thing neuroscientists are talking about that in fact that part of the brain, the left part of the brain that is so linear is actually keeping you from seeing the broadness, the holistic version of the world in front of you because it's been divided up into the little pieces of our concepts, our narratives. >> So much to cover there. Okay. So, so, so I'll I'll be I'll be completely transparent. So, I struggle with with some of this, right? I mean, I'm a I'm an open-minded skeptic. Um, a lot of my guests come on and say totally wild ideas. So, I'm not dismissive of anything out of hand. You know, like leading theoretical physicists are making the wildest and craziest claims about the universe possible. And for some reason, we kind of give physicists the past. They're allowed say nonsense about the universe that makes no sense about extra dimensions. Yet, we hold biology and consciousness to a stricter sort of rule book. So, I'm trying to be open-minded about this, but I want to know where the guard rails are. How can we tackle this stuff rigorously? So, if we go let's go through this one by one. I definitely want to get to the telepathy tapes later. I've have loads of >> loads of thoughts on that and I've spoken to a bunch of people on it. I do find it fascinating. I have my concerns. But let's let's tackle the first one. Let's go to near-death experiences because I think there is super interesting stuff here. But I want to know how can it be studied rigorously because there's anecdotes galore, right? And anecdotes are not to be dismissed and thrown out. And I think the individual human experience is very important, but it's not data. So I'm curious, how do we tackle these things rigorously? How do we approach them with a real scientific lens? And that doesn't mean materialist and reductionist. It just means rigorous data, experimental, testable claims. What are your thoughts on that? Yes, I I want to say that in fact before I began to look into these things when I was now a professor and I'd been um like exploring um consciousness for a number of years, I never once looked on PubMed, which is the United States database from scientists on all sorts of scientific phenomena. I never typed in neardeath experience to see what was out there. And I would imagine that most of the skeptics have not done that either because like me they do not believe it is possible. So why would I look at an article on NDEs? So when I finally did that I then discovered that Pim Vanlom, Bruce Braayson, Sam Parnia, these MDs from um universities, for example, University of Virginia with Bruce Grayson, Pim Vanl, a network of 10 hospitals in the Netherlands. Um uh San Parnia is again upstate New York um and maybe now I think at New York University doing research on near-death experiences. They are doing the gold standard of research on near-death experiences. So I have a hard time with the skeptics say it's only anecdotal. So here's the example. So Pim Vanl says okay on a particular day in I think it was maybe like the late um 1990s or something like that they're starting a study in 10 hospitals in the ne Netherlands they're bringing in every person that has cardiac arrest into their study and if they survive they then ask them afterwards did anything unusual happen during your cardiac arrest and they found that something like 25% of the people said in fact yes they did And then they tell them the story and then they see if it can be corroborated by this hospital staff that were in the room when they had cardiac arrest. And they find that in fact it is corroborated. And I think the one example that Pin Vanlommo gave in this 2001 article was this man that had been found in a field comeomaosse. So he was unconscious. Um he had been comeomaos for a while. Once a passer by found him. They brought him into the hospital. He was still in a coma. They were doing um cardiac resuscitation because his heart had stopped. So there was, you know, no EEG in the brain. The heart had been stopped for a long time. Um they they took a long time to begin to get the heart going. And he even says he was aware the entire time and he was worried they would give up on him. Now at one point after they he was brought into the emergency room, a male nurse discovered that he had dentures and they needed to take those out so they could really do putting tubes down his throat and things like that. They took the dentures out. They put them into what they call a crash car and there they sat. Now the man then w finally recovered after I don't know 90 minutes and the next few days he um wanted to know um he wanted his dentures back and so the nurse happens to walk into his room who took the dentures out and he said you're the one that took out my dentures and you put them in this crash car and it showed exactly where it should have been. And the nurse was flabbergasted because the man under cardiac arrest, coma, no way he should know that and he knew everything. Now I don't call that an anecdote. That was in a study that was basically a prospective study where everybody that had cardiac arrest was brought in. Some of them died um you know others may not have been able to be communicated with but of those they have beautiful evidence about things like this. So why are we still saying it's all anecdotal? That's my frustration right now because Bruce Grayson has done the same thing. Sam Parnia has done the same thing. They have these beautiful examples. So we have these prospective studies and then on top of that we have people that weren't in a study and in fact I wrote a paper on one woman Payton who is an MD who had cardiac arrest herself during the birth of her third child and she was an atheist beforehand. I mean talking about a complete flip as Jeff Priel would say. She was an atheist beforehand and she was about you know in her 20s when this happened and it was a risky pregnancy and so they decided to keep her on bed rest beforehand in the hospital since she worked at the hospital and then when in fact they were trying to do a C-section. What happened is that she um basically bled out and um she left her body and she said all of a sudden at some point she's under anesthesia. Her eyes are taped shut to protect her corneas and she can see into the room. Okay, that should be impossible. And she's an atheist. She sees into the room. She sees the blood dripping down from the IV containers into her body and she suddenly hears the anesthesiologist say to the surgeon, "How far are you along?" She said, "Your her blood pressure is plummeting fast." She hears all of that and then suddenly she feels in the center of her chest an emptiness and she realizes her heart has stopped. Then she sees the man um actually going to the wall and hitting this large red button on the wall to call the resuscitation team and she hears all the monitors going off. At that point she says, "I realize I'm dying." And she feels herself leaving her body. She says she's going to the back boundaries of her awareness and does this graceful backward arc into the unknown because she's out. And she says then she actually goes through this incredible barrier into this sparkling black light. And she said suddenly she is feeling totally ecstatic. Everything is fine. And she hears this amazing like voice that is like full of intelligence and love. And she then hears the voice say, "You must live." in like this thunderous sound as she suddenly feels herself spiraling back down into the hospital room. And then when you read her story, because we've published this in the journal Explorer, she then is watching as everybody is trying to get her heart going again. And she even tries to help the people that are putting needles into her like um elbow saying, "No, no, no, go to my wrist because you're not going to get it in my elbow." The elbow had collapsed. The vein had collapsed. And then finally, this white-haired surgeon comes into the room, weaves his way through all the people, comes to her side, takes his hand, which doesn't even have a glove on it because he's been rushing in, reaches into her blood-filled abdomen, finds the aorta, clamps it shut, and she says that's very painful because she's now back in her body. And in clamping it shut, he gets the blood going again because that's what all the blood was leaking out. and she then knows that she's going to be living. Now, at that point, another nurse whispers in her ear that the baby has survived and everything's fine. She has a beautiful girl. She then becomes unconscious and wakes up again in the recovery room. Her husband, who's also an MD and an atheist, and all the other nurses and doctors are surrounding her. She has a trachea tube in so she can't speak. She lifts up her hand so they won't speak and asks for something to write on. They give her a napkin and she says,"I know I have a baby girl. I know my heart stopped. I know my uterus is out because they had to do a hysterctomy." Because she wanted them to know before they said anything that she knew everything. And she said from that moment when she came to in the recovery room, she knew consciousness was fundamental. She knew she was not the product of the neurons in her brain in terms of her own awareness. So again, a complete flip. Now is that an anecdote? All the doctors corroborated everything she had said. So there we have to be careful. I would call that a single case study that was actually carefully researched and that wasn't within a a complete um prospective study because not all of those deaths happen in prospective studies during a particular timeline in a particular hospital. But so there's my concern about the skeptics. It's like just be curious and look at the data carefully and then talk to the people that are doing the research, the MDs that are were skeptics when they started and are no longer skeptics and say, "Well, what can we do to make the skeptic actually believe by maybe doing some tests together?" Now, I'll also say something to you because the skeptics will then bring this up. They will say, "Well, you know, we did suggest that they put some numbers way on top of some big piece of equipment at the top of the room." And I think nobody's really seen those numbers in all of these various studies that we've done. And it's like, this is the point that needs to be made about almost all paranormal experiences, meaning not through the five senses. When a person leaves their body or has an experience like that, this is an emotional state for them and they are focused on things that are emotionally salient for them. They are dying and they're really interested in things unrelated to numbers that are like a a five-digit number on the top of a piece of equipment at the top of the room. They're about to visit their grandmother on the at the side or they're actually going down the hall and hearing what their parents have to say because their parents are concerned about the fact that they're dying. So when the skeptic says, "Excuse me, we're throwing all of that out because they didn't find these five-digit numbers." I'm thinking, are you aware of context? that context is so important. So there is my impassioned plea for the skeptics to be a little bit more curious and open and not just put this out of meaning. And I'll give you one more example. So I was at a conference in Porto, Portugal put on by the Beall Foundation of end of life experiences just in early April and they decided this year to have people on the stage giving talks that were both the materialists and the post-materialists in the same day. So we had to listen to each other and so one of the women get up and is talking about near-death experiences and all of the data that I have just told you about and more. And there's the materialist neuroscitist that doesn't believe in these and says it's all part of the brain dying. And when they get together afterwards and the woman who's given all the evidence for the fact that these appear to be a real credible phenomena talks to the other woman, what does the woman say when she's um talking about a particular um case that is absolutely shut tight as far as I can say? She's saying, "I'm sure they just didn't look at it carefully enough." That was the materialist answer. Well, they just didn't look at it carefully enough cuz I know it can't be true. And I'm saying, really? What will convince you? I mean, I I keep wondering if she were there and looking at all the data herself, would she then be able to believe? So, it Yes, I I am passionate about this. What can I say? >> No, I I find it fascinating. It's super fascinating. And I'm really not dismissive. I think there's something really anomalous going on. I don't have an explanation, right? I'm not willing to say that that is just brain dying, some mixture of hypoxia and chemical reactions. I think that's probably contributo in some way. I don't think we fully understand why, but I think it's probably contributing. And but I don't know. Um I think episode one of the giant shoulder I would have been like I you know I I've gone through my own materialist sort of recovering postmaterialist. I'm not quite at consciousness as fundamental. I sort of identify as a biocsychist. So I tend to think that consciousness is a property of all biological life. That's where I am at the moment. Although I'm getting more radical day by day. And I'm wanting to entertain more of these conversations because you can't just apply our limited view of materialism and reductionism to everything because that runs straight in the face of so many things that are happening at the moment. I've been having a bunch of conversations about about DMT and you just can't explain that stuff through neurochemistry and through pharmarmacology through common normal neuroscience does not get you there. So you have to entertain these ideas but you do have to entertain them with I do think there of course there's a hefty a healthy amount of skepticism. You know one thing that I and I think your point is also very valid about them not seeing the numbers in the outer body experiences when they're levitating up. I think it's totally it's totally fair to say that they're probably not focused on that. They're I that's actually, you know, a reasonable objection. I think it's I think it's very clever study design though that they're trying to do because that's really rigorous, right? If someone can give you the number, it's like that's that that's the kind of science that I I think your objection is valid, but I do think that we should be doing more of because I mean, what the hell is the materialist going to say to that? a person knew that there was a 6, seven, seven 12 feet up on top of the shelf, you know, like that would be insane. That would be so cool. And we should >> see, but I bet even if one person found it, they would say, well, that's still an anecdote because it wasn't 15 people doing it repeated times in laboratory conditions. And I think there is that tension between the two sides. >> Yeah. Yeah. And I want to mention one other thing because um I've interacted a lot with Bernardo Castro recently and you probably have had him on your program and I've been trying to my emails. I've been trying >> he's busy. So he does have a wonderful podcast right now um together with a number of people on Tuesdays at my time in the morning and I have been attending those and at one point he and I then had a conversation when he saw that I was attending he said well Marjgerie let's really have a real conversation you and me together and so we did that and one of the things he said when I was telling him about the near-death experience research he said well you know I've always tried to find what is the word an epicycle a way to explain it by putting another epicycle like they used to do in the mythological m ages. Um that if I do enough things I can convince myself that it's not real. But he said, "When I know that people with an NDE can actually see 360 degrees around them without sight and that they also can actually talk about something where no other person was present, like they had the NDE um in the woods when lightning struck them and they left their body and they can tell you everything after the fact that was all later corroborated. But it wasn't because they were reading somebody's mind while this was happening. Another person wasn't with them." He said, "I have to say that my I my analytic idealism begins to fall apart." And he said, um, I then would have to go like to straight idealism. But he said, um, in other words, naturalism is how he defines his analytic idealism. But he said, psychologically, I can't go there. >> That bothered me psych. He said, I would have to give up what I'm doing and become a computer programmer full-time if that were true. And that made felt enstically I can't go there. So there is this there's the humor about being a human being. We have certain things that we just don't want to deal with. So >> would you mind laying out Bernardo is amazing. I just finished his book analytical idealism in a nutshell. Fantastic. Absolutely loved it. Great book. Um, would you mind laying out analytical idealism as a set of ideas? And then I'm curious how that compares with your current ontology of consciousness. Is it very similar? Is there ways where are there places that use diverge? If you wouldn't mind laying that out because I'm super curious about this. >> Sure. So for Bernardo's analytic idealism again, he is saying that consciousness is fundamental just like me. So we're exactly the same on that. And then what he says is that basically when we take on a body, what happens is that we then are taking on what he would call dissociation from our real identity that so our real identity is infinite awareness and then you become embodied and now you identify with the mind body complex and so he calls that dissociation. um basic um meaning I mean basically what happens is that we now believe I I believe I'm different from you. I believe I'm different from the other people. And this process then allows us because of filters on the brain he believes also in filters on the brain being the main problem that we have um that we are separate. But then he says he gives this beautiful analogy of people with multiple personality disorder that basically those people that are you might call it schizophrenia in a certain sense they have multiple personalities inside of them and um so they think they're one person one time one person another separate but then when they are quote unquote healed by the psychologist or psychiatrist the therapy now that dissociation becomes one and now they are one particular person and he says it's like what happens is that there were boundaries inside of that they couldn't really cross before and they switched from one to another but then the boundaries become permeable till now all the personalities become one and then he says what happens to us in meditation or an NDE whatever these different um phenomena is that the boundaries between us and the rest of the world become permeable and so we begin to realize oh my goodness I'm much more than this individual Marjorie so that's what he's saying and I totally agree with them whatever I talk about consciousness, I start with Bernardo Castro and that whole point of view that we're just seeing through um the limited lenses of our five senses, but as he says, those are like the dials in an airplane um cockpit that tell you about wind speed and elevation, but they aren't what's really out there. And so he says when you can get rid of these um filters of the five senses and everything else, then you could see much more. So we are right on the same page. The only difference is that he then says he subscribes to naturalism which is really what I call materialism with a different name. Meaning that um basically consciousness then in effect basically decided to create this physical reality and then in doing the creation of physical reality. It starts at the bottom of atoms and evolution is the primary way that we evolve as human beings and we work our way up um to you know higher and higher levels of consciousness. But he still has that feeling that the brain is obviously very important but it it's I don't know that he understands the mechanism either. I've asked him and others have too, could you create your own understanding of what's really going on between consciousness is fundamental coming down into all of this and then um all of the things that are going on with human evolution and he says I no it's not what I'm going to do but so other people like Federico Fine and I don't know if you've talked to him that again I good friend of Fed Rico Fines is trying to do the same sort of thing and they're both coming from idealism but Fine is not the naturalist trying to say that it's all happening just through evolution. And you know, I don't think that evolution is wrong. I just think that it's a mixture. It's sort of like the brain is is there for a purpose. But there's a mixture between um consciousness is fundamental and what I would call our inner senses contributing to our awareness and our senses contributing to our awareness. I don't understand the mechanism. Um when we start talking about terminal lucidity, I'll say I don't understand the mechanism. All I'm saying is that there is incredible data that shows that terminal acidity is real in persons that have a brain that is filled with holes from Alzheimer's who are now totally clear in the last minutes to hours of life. And I'm saying I'm a neuroscientist. That's impossible according to my neuroscientist theories. But then how is it happening? Do you want me to just say that everybody that sees that is must be, you know, having hallucinations? I don't think so. So, I think it's one thing to have the the the data and another thing to have a mechanism. And I'm not I don't have to have the mechanism to believe the data. >> Totally. And I think that's fair. We we just do not have answers to lots of these things. I think with terminal lucidity, one of the things that I personally struggle with is separating a genuine increase in cognitive ability and a sort of generous interpretation of a few coherent words from a grieving family, if you understand me, which I think you would agree is probably what's happening in at least some cases, right? There's like a coherent string of words that that sounds really good and then you have a grieving family that really want to attach meaning to that. um how many cases of terminal lucidity is that because obviously in this case we it's always secondhand accounts right oh my my grandfather my father my mother they had this moment of lucidity so there is a real interpretation a secondhand interpretation there this is what I want and I'm not I'm not dismissing terminal lucidity when I say that I'm what I'm saying is I think some percentage of of cases are probably that right would you agree that like not all of them are probably some anomalous really anomalous thing probably some of them are that was a generously interpreted coherent sentence. >> Yeah. You know what I would say is that always in fact with any medical condition when there is an observer trying to understand it there is going to be interpretation and there will be a continuum as well. So I would say with terminal lucidity having now done the study with Bruce Braayson, Michael Nom and other people that are well known in the field that you would see along the continuum of the people that report it to us and remember the people that are reporting this on questionnaires and your listeners could actually go on the website and fill out a questionnaire if they had a had witnessed terminal acidity. We are basically giving the witness like about I don't know 30 or 40 questions and the witnesses are doctors, hospice nurses, um other caregivers and of course family members as well. But we are dealing with in many cases medical personnel that see this every day. And so I don't think they're just emotionally tied to that person and saying, "Oh my goodness, you know, my relative is back. Isn't that wonderful?" And etc. So they are much more objective in what they're seeing. And yet the stories that those nurses and doctors and other caregivers tell us are amazing to me. So, um, >> do you have any of those stories? I'd love to do give one or two case because I'm really I'm really interested in in the experience. So, I love hearing the stories like I and I don't I'm not being too dismissive of anecdote there. Like I really am interested in human experience. So, if you have one or two of these cases Oh, sure. We so just as a background we have received a a grant again from the beall foundation. In fact when I was at that conference we were reporting on the terminal lucidity in children as well as adults because children also have the same phenomenon when they're dying of like an autoimmune disease um cancer and things like that where they've gone into a coma and then they come out. So I'll share you a child's one and then I'll show you some adult ones and so you'll get a flavor of some of them. And this one was reported by a doctor and it was a doctor at the University of Virginia. So that's I think what can you say? So here's the here's what the doctor said. This is a this is a three-year-old girl in her last days with her family and she has this complex progressive immune system disease and I'll name it for you. It's hemophagic lymphohysteiocytosis leading to severe inflammation in all of her organisms. So that's what she's dying from. And she was no longer speaking. She was no longer eating. She was no longer responding to her parents or providers. Okay, that's the state she was in. Now, after nearly two weeks of intense conversations in this condition by the doctor, her parents, and a Catholic priest, and more rapid deterioration in their daughter, the parents agreed to a modified do not resuscitate status change. Now, that's hard for parents of a kid, >> right? >> That evening, the little girl miraculously awakes and she asks for her usual comfort items, and that is a Lion King movie, her parents, her toys, and food. And she has multiple conversations with her parents that evening and with the bedside nurse. And the bedside nurse and the parents say, "These were like a miracle." And during the conversations with her parents, she reviews all the important people in her life and she prays for them. And after several hours, she asks to go to bed. And over the next 24 to 48 hours, she never awoke again. And she ultimately dies peacefully of cardiac arrest in her parents' arms. So um the doctor was absolutely astounded. I mean, it's like, and I think what I want to mention about this one, too, is that Bruce Grayson and Michael Nom had actually reported a quote unquote anecdote of something like this in the literature from the 1950s, where again, a child is dying of cancer. He's 5 years old. He's been in a coma for at least a week, if not longer. And again, they're wondering with their um minister what they should do. He's lying in bed totally in a coma. And finally, the minister says, "Why don't you tell him, even though he's unconscious, that it's okay for him to go, that you are not going to hold on to him any longer?" Again, a 5-year-old. He then wakes up. He thanks them for all their love. They have a beautiful conversation together, and then he goes back into a coma and he dies. And it was almost like his being released from the parents holding on as tight as they could to this kid. Don't die that he finally comes out of the coma and says goodbye and dies. And and I there are a number of those again with other children in hospitals. These are nurses and doctors reporting it. And in one case um again what the the children say to the parent is don't worry. I saw grandma and she's going to go across with me. She's going to take care of me going across. They are telling things that the materialists just throw out. But the kids find this very meaningful. And they're saying, "I'm okay, Mom. Stop worrying about me." Damn, that's so sad. You really When you said for some reason when the three-year-old requested Lion King, that actually hit me. I was like that I actually felt like a really intense emotion just come over my body where I was like, "God, that's so sad." I I mean maybe meaningful for the parents and meaningful for her and but like God that's that's cripplingly sad. Yeah. Absolutely no explanation for that. It's it's it's bizarre. It's extremely strange. I I don't know. I don't know how that's possible. Do you >> do you do you try and create scientific explanations for these things now? Like when you hear that story, are you are you trying to figure out how a fundamental consciousness, how idealism, like how does consciousness being a property of the universe like how does that lend explanatory power in that sort of situation? Like what what do you really think is happening? >> Well, you know, I I do absolutely and um when people ask me for like, well, then what is your theory? I I play with different theories. I mean, because that's partly what we do as scientists. We could it be this, could it be this, could it be this? I'll I'll throw out some that I've thought about in the past, though none of them seem to like be a a hard answer to the question. So, >> one is I'll just put this out because again, I know my materialist friends would die. I don't care. Um, I also study after death communication with Chris Row and Evelyn Elcesser and others um in um the University of Northampton and they have again basically collected data from I think like over a thousand people now who have had an after- deathath communication from the loved one. Now again like just the terminal acidity there's a whole range of those phenomena but in fact they usually have experiences that involve often like at least like four or five of the senses like you know they see the person they feel the person's touch they hear the person and some of those are so strong that you're wondering how could that happen could this really be a total hallucination because that's of course what the doctors would typically call this sort of thing but I'll give you one example and then we can just like brainstorm about it. So in this case, the man is asleep in his bed. This is in England with his wife at 6:00 a.m. in the morning. He hears a knock on the front door. It wakes him up. He goes to puts a bathrobe on, goes to the front door, opens it up. There's this woman that's facing away from him who is crying and he asks, "What's wrong? Can I help you?" She turns around and it is his grandmother who died seven years ago. She's standing in front of him and she's crying because she says, "I'm so sorry because when your father died, I totally ignored you and I felt so bad in fact that um now that I I just basically cut off relationships with you and will you forgive me?" And he says to her, "Of course, I love you dearly." and they hug and he feels her in the hug and as he's hugging her this she becomes like this bright intense light and he has to close his eyes and finally he sees the light begin to fade and he opens his eyes and there's nothing inside of his arms anymore. He closes the door. He walks back to his bedroom. His wife is there and he tells her what just happened. Okay, I don't know what to do about that. I only know that that's one of the examples and in other examples from other people what it happens is that they actually are given information that they don't know and nobody else knows from the person on the other side. So then my here's my question. I'm the neurosis saying okay so is it possible that we do have these energetic bodies that we might call them that people talk about. So when we leave this body, does a person still have a subtle energetic body, something like that? And can they recreate the phenomenon of this physical body that actually feels like um a sensation of touch or vision or hearing or something of that sort. And you know what a lot of people say about this is that we do this in our dream world every night and we totally accept it. It's my world. I've created all the people in it. And sometimes it's realer than real. And often in those dreams they can be precognitive. So we're not saying that this is impossible. There's evidence for pre-cognitive dreams that are absolutely real and accurate. But we created it out of nothing. So So then my question comes with now we go to terminal lucidity. So, is it possible that again something like that happens as the person is beginning to separate from their bodies? That somehow there's a way that they don't have to use the brain that is somewhat compromised because they have Alzheimer's disease and it has holes in it. Maybe there's another phenomenon that can occur that allows this to happen. I don't know. I mean, so that's what I'm playing with. That's one example. Now, I'm going to give you another example and that is that do you know Julia Mos her name at all? Anyway, if you don't Julia, >> she's doing work with telepathy and with also um she's written a book with Iman Faruse called transcendent mind where she talks about how the mind can be transcendent of the five senses and it's published by the American Psychological Association, a highly respected association of psychologists. So what she talks about in that book is evidence, scientific evidence for what I would call um telekinesis. So by telekinesis what we mean is that in one of the cases that she reports a woman has the ability um to take um a glass jar that inside it has something that can spin but of course the glass jar is enclosed and like this little windmill thing that can spin that woman can cause that windmill thing to spin with her own intention. That's telekinesis. You can at a distance create movement of an object in the world. That's according to this neuroscientist of the world impossible. But there's evidence for it. No explanation, but there's evidence. So what we're saying there is that it means that intention, this woman's intention can cause an object to move. Okay. Okay. So, a friend of mine named Robert Maize at the International Association of Near-Death Studies gave a talk where he said, "Look, is this some way we can really think about um actually changes um in our brain related to phenomena from the outside world?" When for example, you have telepathy from a person that's dying across the country and now you know they're dying. Um he said maybe what's happening is that consciousness has telekinesis. It can actually move objects. Maybe consciousness could actually move the various um um what I would call them the various the receptor sites within the um dendrites of a neuron to actually open up the channels or close the channels. If we have telekinesis we could do those sorts of things. Consciousness could do that and therefore you could actually get phenomena to occur as an image in the brain that consciousness was creating by opening and closing um receptor um sites channels within the dendrites of the brain. So that's a reasonable hypothesis. And so I'm not going to throw it out yet, but I'm going to just have those floating around for me and maybe somebody will come up with something even better or some way that that could actually be applied in a better way. But there's where I'm going in my moments of dreaming about what h how can we put together consciousness and the physical world and how they interact. >> Yes. I mean, it's fascinating. And again, I I really don't have any better explanations than that, right? I mean, like I materialists will probably just say the people are lying or they told the story wrong or they're recalling it incorrectly or there's bias there. And I think all of those things can be true in some cases, but they you just can't throw that at all of the anomalous accounts. So like even if some people are you know doing it for attention or just coming out and saying these things which I totally believe exists why is it not also the case that people there can be just truly utterly strange and wacky and weird and wonderful anomalous consciousness that we can't explain that materialism can't explain. I think both of those things can be true. I I don't have I don't have explanations. Um and that's why I think this is this is so fascinating. I mean there's also a really interesting debate at the moment on like what constitutes as real even if the brain does create create it does that make it any less real I was speaking to a a psychiatrist who's training as an iawaska shaman in the Peruvian rainforest and he went in on his spiritual awakening as a materialist and had all had these insane Iawasa experiences where he was attacked by a demon and and he sort of simultaneously holds the position that it was created by his brain, but that doesn't make it less real. Like that thing existed. And I think there's something to that. Um, you know, I think there's something to that. It's I think that and that maybe even can somehow explain some of these someone that's deceased coming back and talking to you. I I do think there is a real sense in which people who die sort of live on in the consciousnesses of the people that you know created these complex models about them. And I know I'm going materialism again with this explanation. I don't think it's all of it but again that's still where where I where I go to. I think that in a real sense people that die do live on in our consciousness in our collective consciousness. And maybe those collective consciousnesses keep going and keep evolving and keep they don't just end. They keep sort of evolving like any system and model would. And maybe those can come to you in a sort of halfdream state, a sort of, you know, a halfconscious state. Like these things aren't hard labels, right? With with with sharp boundaries. So maybe this person that that opened the door and saw his grandmother was in sort of a half dream state. But that doesn't make it any less real. It doesn't make it any less powerful. And it doesn't make it any less interesting. You know, like that still makes it >> Yep. Well, and I think the point here is what Bernardo Castro said and the other idealists say. They say that in fact the we are infinite awareness. So of course we can create anything. So why do we have to make it just the brain creating it? The point is that yes we can create anything and all of this is possible and it's all a a quote unquote dream anyway but dream doesn't mean it's not real. I think here's an interesting point for and I just want to add I have been studying a philosophy from the 10th century of Kashmir called Kashmir shism which really is a nondual perspective on reality which like Bernardo says everything is fundamentally consciousness and then like maybe Federico Fine it talks about stepping down that consciousness into creating a what feels like a concrete reality down to the five senses and the earth and air and all of those sorts of things and it but it's a both And and consciousness as you were saying exists well it exists in every living organism but according to them it exists in also the mountains and everything because it's a crude form of consciousness but it's there. And so it's like well then if you accept that why are we like trying to put it all down into the brain? It's like I think that the beauty is that it's a complex interaction both ways and it doesn't have to be an eitheror. It's a both end. Something I've been thinking about that's kind of interesting is if you accept a consciousness being fundamental ideology, would you not expect a lot more parano paranormal or sigh phenomena? Is it not almost a mystery in your ontology that these these cases aren't happening all the time? Like why is my consciousness not seeping into somebody that I'm shaking hands with? Why do I not experience these completely anomalous materialist things constantly? You know, that's I was I was I was on a walk today thinking about this. It's like, you know, I'm not dismissive of consciousness being fundamental at all. I've spoken to many many brilliant thinkers way smarter than I am that make really convincing arguments. But is if you accept that, is it not anomalous that we don't see more of these anomalous things? Would you understand what I mean? Wouldn't you expect this kind of common >> and here again interestingly this comes again from the 10th century as well and I should say so I wrote a paper with a man named Ben Williams that is a Sanskrit scholar Harvard University PhD in Sanskrit and I'm the neuroscientist talking about filters and we wrote a paper that went side by side through this wonderful ancient manuscript by a man named Uta that said when consciousness decided to go ahead and become manifest in the world it basically created in process of creating the world. Of course, our misidentification with these individual minds and bodies because that's the only way we can function normally in the world is we need to think we're separate. And the point was that it's our conceptuality that is actually doing this. And so, um, he was showing all of this from this manuscript and I was showing all this from the neural filters in the brain. The point is, and Bernardo Castro says this too, our beliefs create our reality and we take on beliefs when we come into this reality. And Bernardo gives a beautiful example in his book More Than Allegory, which is my favorite Bernardo Castra book in which he says that in order for a mountain to actually become um subject to gravity, the mountain has to believe in gravity. The birds have to believe in what they need to believe in to be in this time space reality. We humans all the plants and animals have to take on these beliefs of time and space and progression of time etc and separateness and those beliefs are so deeply embedded that we can't change them. So when you're saying why do you not have these every day because your beliefs are so deeply embedded that that's you're not going to see those things happening around you. And I'll give you just another example of that that just came to me as I'm taking more courses related to this particular non-dual philosophy. It said that the more you quiet your mind down into more and more progressively quiet states of meditation, the more you begin to see reality change. And literally, your reality changes. It's always been there, but you could not see it. And that's what the great scholarly sages of all traditions have seen. The shamans, they see that other reality. And our neuroilters because of our beliefs will not let us see it. So that's why we don't see it. And I think that some people say, well, do you have more synchronicities in your life after you've had a near-death experience? The answer is yes, because your beliefs have changed. And I I think that's fascinating. It's like, do does seeing create believing or does believing create seeing? And I would say yes, it's a both. And >> can you explain synchronicities? What exactly does that mean? So that was Jung um Carl Jung who created that in the 1930s4s50s and it's about events happening that have no causal relationship. So there's no way that my having a thought in this particular moment about something um was caused by um say some something happening you know in the outer world like oh I just saw a bird and I had a thought about the bird. is that I have a same thing happening as somebody else is happening having happened somewhere else not causally and so they're saying it's synchronous in time synchronous same time but without causality so again there's no way in material reality time space reality causality that could happen but it's happening all the time and then you begin to see these synchronicities and you're going oh my goodness how could that have happened and Jung was seeing them all the time the more he worked in that area the more he saw them and then he coined the word and then it's you know people are saying them of course all around the world and some people again say oh it's just your mind you just made that up as something that's aausal but it it I'm sure it was caused by something >> yeah interesting I learned only today that young and Wolf Gang Pie who won the Nobel Prize in physics created a sort of flavor of idealism together called the p the young pi conjecture super interesting it's kind of crazy how many of these >> absolute absolutely like next level radical geniuses actually did believe in fundamental consciousness. You've Bertrand Russell, so many others. So many others. That is an interesting one. I didn't know that either. Um that it's funny when you learn about these people in college and your college is sort of materially minded. They don't mention that these people actually did believe in a fundamental consciousness and actually contributed meaningful work. Um Young wrote was it pi one of them wrote a full book on um fundamental consciousness but you don't hear that. >> Yeah. >> Okay. Okay, let's let's >> they're hanging dust in the libraries. And here's something I just want to mention to you. So Kristoff Ko, you know him too. So I've been interacting with him. He was at the BL Foundation conference. We talked for about seven hours together. And he um so at that conference I showed him the videos that we are analyzing carefully according to for three of the cases of the telepathy tapes. Kids again what five-digit numbers from their mother, the mother's behind them, etc. He l I said just look at the videos. Be curious. He was willing. We sat down in the lobby. He looked at the videos and he was blown away. And he said, "If this is true, like it really looks like it's true, this will turn my world upside down." That's what Kristoff said. And the reason I'm bringing that up is that um sometimes you have to look carefully at the data instead of like sort of blowing it away because it doesn't go with your theory. And um what I I'm mentioning with Kristoff is this is important because then when he gave a talk at the Beall Foundation on idealism and consciousness, he talked about all the material things that he knew about consciousness from his years of being a great neuroscientist. And then he ends the talk about his psilocybin experience and his near-death experience. That's great. But I said to him afterwards, "Aren't you going to talk about evidence for consciousness, not just your experience?" And I realized that when I hear Kristoff talk, and I've t I talked to him directly about this. I said, "You were just at the University of Oregon where I've been a neuroscientist, and I was there at a talk you gave to the neuroscience department, did you say a thing about idealism in that talk? It was all materialism." It's like, why is that? And he says, "Well, I was talking to that audience, but >> yeah, >> I I want him to be honest about his full range of understanding to help change the world." And he's not there yet. He's not there yet. >> Let's go to the telepathy tapes. That's exactly where I wanted to go next. Um, can you can you lay out sort of the what exactly they are? If the listener at home is not familiar at all about the telepathy tapes, can you kind of walk us through this step by step? >> Sure. Um so first of all I should say the way that I got involved in it was that I was contacted by Diane Hennessy Powell who's a neurossychiatrist who's been doing work with kids with telepathy for a number of years and she's a a friend of mine from a lot of the societies that we're in and um then Kai Dickens and they said would you be willing to be on an episode of the telepathy case and I said well sure and so what I never I I didn't know about telepathy and autism that wasn't one of my areas I done research But so she said, "Would you please go on the um site and look at the previous three episodes?" And nobody asked me to do that. You didn't ask me to like watch three of your episodes before I came on. I was a little bit surprised, taken a back, but at the last minute that morning before my interview, I went ahead and went to the site and as soon as I started watching, I could not stop. It was that amazing. And I then watched like I probably two and two and a half of the episodes before my interview. And then when we got on, it's like, "Oh my goodness, this is amazing." So, I think that there's first of all that interesting thing that I couldn't believe it until I really heard these interactions and then it's like, well, I know Diane. I then went to the web to look up her articles. She had no articles in peer-reviewed journals like um you know, I don't know whe Explore or Science or something like that on this topic. And so I went to Diane. I said, "Diane, you've been doing this for a long time. you have to have articles out to convince people. Where are your articles? And well, she is a clinical neurossychiatrist. Her job as far as she's concerned is to show this is the case, but she's not somebody that, you know, publishes day and night because she's not associated with the university. So I said, Diane, let me help you. I'm I'm a neuroscientist that loves to write papers. So basically um she and Marina Wiler who's at the University of Virginia um another neuroscientist have formed now a collaboration where we are now publishing the data from these three different um video um tape um data sets that she had gathered and they're powerful. So I guess the point is that that's what got me interested in it. So then I began carefully going into the data and what I discovered when I looked at these videos and we were looking at them frame by frame where the mother is in the cameras. They're often two cameras um where the child is what the child's doing. In one case they are at a keyboard hitting the keyboard um with the words that they believe they're seeing in their mother's um head behind them etc. Um we're actually looking at that and seeing could there be any sensory leakage? How was it going on? And I should say what I was finding out is that with this one child every time. So I'll just give you an example. So um the researcher is showing the mother five-digit numbers behind him and we might be like 57832. Okay. So she's looking at that and now he's starting to hit on the keyboard looking directly in front of Mid um laptop computer. He's starting to hit the numbers but he's not really good at hitting them. But when he sees the number for example eight, he says a. He doesn't say though he can't speak eight but he's at a and then when he for five he says fu for six he says su so you're hearing his intention and he will make mistakes because he he has apraxia he can't hit the right key and so he has to then try to hit the backspace etc but you can see his intention and eventually he hits the right key and with the two other kids they don't have so much apraxia and they're much much better but we have those kids you know again the evidence for those kids so I saw those and I got really excited. So, we are now writing a paper up. It's just about ready to be submitted with another um man, Charles Yokoyama, who's a past editor of a well-renowned journal, Neuron, who also believes this phenomenon needs to get out and we're hoping that we can get this into a a credible journal so that people can really see the data and make their own opinions. But so, saying that, I then said to Marina Wether and to Diane, I want to do more research. I am fascinated. It's like what I want to say is that the way I go into new research is literally because there's this compulsion from what I would call my heart that I want to know more. This is fascinating and I have to know. So then what Marina and I and Diane have been doing is collecting interviews, Zoom interviews with the parents and the children of um um the people that have responded to a social media announcement by Kai Dens to say um would you be interested in in being part of a study? And so then we hear the story of the children and the story of the parents. And we also have a 15 questionnaire asking the children and the parents. For example, to the parents, when did you first know your child was telepathic? And the parents give their answer. And then we hear the child when when did you first know you were telepathic? And as I said earlier, the child says, well, I've always been telepathic from the moment I was born. And in some cases, we're even hearing about examples that appear to be prenatally. Whatever we want to think about that. So that is one of the ways that has happened. And I'll just give you a little bit of my own interactions now with these children. So Maria Welch is a speech therapist that's in Chicago that's working with a number of these children in her clinics every day and we have begun working with her and learning more about it. And what your listeners may remember is that she actually has talked to Kai Dickens too. And we have talked to her and she said that many years ago she first found out that the children that were working with her seemed to be able to know what she was doing at other times of the day even though it should be impossible. And they would share with her what she had done at home the night before. And this is a little invasive in terms of privacy, but they would mention that. And she then began talking to different ones and they all had that ability. And then she asked them how they were doing that. And they mentioned the word the hill again. and that there's this place they go mentally to communicate with each other and they call it the hill. And so she thought that was very interesting. And then later when she was then talking to Kai Dickens who had just been in Atlanta, Georgia and had talked to a young man named Houston and his mother Katie, um Houston told Kai about the hill as well. Now, the kids in Chicago and Houston and his friends never have talked to each other, but they both called this place where they mentally converse the hill. To me, that's amazing. And they talked about again who they talked to on the hill, what it's like, etc. Um, so that certainly began intrigue me. And then when I began to actually talk to some of the kids a little bit more and their mothers, I just found out amazing things. And I'll give you one example again from this one child who's named Casey. And the reason why this is so interesting to me is that um I got very interesting answers from him that I wouldn't have expected. And so I'm just going to share a little bit of that. And first of all, just to for people that don't know so much about autism. So um he basically was diagnosed when he was like three years of age after he had begun regressing after about 15 months of age. by regressing mean he's no longer talking to his parents. He no longer is giving eye contact to the parents. He's really like withdrawing inside his body. So he then is diagnosed with autism. And then from then on because he can't write, he can't communicate, he can't speak. There's no way for him to communicate with people around him. So the school teachers consider him mentally They put him in a special um ed classroom where he's just with a few other people but also can't communicate and he never really learns anything in school in it the classroom setting. But then about two years ago, what happens is Casey's life changes because his mother hears about a new program. In this case, it's called Reach Every Voice, teaching the kids to communicate through a letterboard, which is what all has been happening now with these kids. And that's what changed his life. And suddenly his mom said that she was now practicing communicating with the letterboard at home. And she said, "He responded so well to me. and it didn't take long for him to really open up to the letterboard. And she said it's been an amazing blessing because now she sees all the gifts he really has. And I'm just going to give you one example so you can feel what it is like from these interviews. during uh the final weeks of Casey's greatg grandmother's life now and basically Casey spent a lot of time visiting his great-g grandandmother and when he was spelling on the letterboard with his mother he said she said he suddenly began naming the deceased ancestors who he said were waiting for Nana and one of the names was his greatgrandfather and Casey then spelled the deceased relatives middle name correctly even though his mother didn't know how to properly spell the name. So once again, I'm saying, okay, what do I do as a materialist with that? This kid is only able to communicate through a letter board. He doesn't know anything about his great-grandfather that's on the other side, but he's telling his mother about this when his nana is dying. And so, um, can the brain do that? Yeah. Yeah, I mean I I I can't say that yes, my brain has created this illusion for me and this dream for me and I'm sort of like making this up. But um I I don't know the mechanism. That's all I can say. I don't know the mechanism. But this is typical of these kids. And when he asked him about communication, I want to say you one more thing that I think was really interesting about the mother discovering his telepathy. So, what's happening is now they are on a vacation trip at one point and he has a brother as well and they're on the plane riding there and the mother happens to be listening for the first time to the Celebrity Tapes podcast through her earbuds and Casey's several um seats away with his brother on the other side of the plane. And that evening when they arrive at their hotel, she said Casey used his letterboard to describe the entire episode she had heard. And she said, "I was completely blown away. At first, I thought he was spending basically he was like sensing my emotions, but when I asked him about it, he simply said, I hear it. He heard it inside of himself." And so she described experience after experience. I don't necessarily have to name others, but you could see that he has telepathy in situations where like his father was at work um like 5 hours away and um some major incident happened at work that was sort of upsetting and he then tells his mother about it at home and when the father comes home the next day they corroborate that everything Casey said was true that his that Casey knew that was happening at his father's work. So um how can that happen? I don't know. Look, I I I would like to share my main concern with this and it's actually not about telepathy. My main concern is about the vulnerable population of autism, the people on the autistic spectrum. >> So, whenever I hear autism being thrown in, I'm like, initially I'm already skeptical because it's a great story, right? autistic people possess this this ability that other people don't. You know, it's just autism is in general involved in so much misinformation because it it it tells a good story. So, I'm initially skeptical because these are vulnerable populations and struggling parents, you know, really struggling parents, people that are going through an emotionally difficult time, a psychologically tough time. I know I don't have to explain this to you. You've been around these people, so I I totally get that you understand this. I'm cautious of those vulnerable populations being taken advantage of that when Kai Dickens puts out the report saying we're looking for these people that every mom and their nonverbal child is going to be like, "Oh my god, that's it." And maybe they fully believe it in their heart and maybe it's true. I don't know. But I don't know necessarily why any of this has to actually do with autism. like have we ruled out the possibility that this is just a property of human beings and that the autism part isn't like a isn't a story for the sensational part because I'm way less cautious about the telepathy thing. I'm like go for it let's study this but then when autism is involved I'm like we need to be careful here I think um and we need to have good reason to actually believe that it's associated with autism and I'm not sure that work has really been done. So I'm curious on on your thoughts there. So here I think those are good questions but here's the reason for it. So I do you know the name Dean Raiden? Again Dean Raiden is at NS Institute of Noetic Sciences. He has been working on telepathy his entire career and I think he's probably in his late 60s early 70s now. The effect that they get in terms of looking at telepathy um in the normal population is 5% above chance. That's all it is. 5% above chance. It's a little bit higher in really creative individuals. There's something about real creativity and also meditation quieting those filters on the brain that makes you more able to be telepathic. But nobody will believe a ch a a change that is 5% above chance. They have all sorts of reasons that it's not true. And these kids it looks like it is close to a 100% or 100% depending on the child. That's why Kristoff Ko went, "Oh my god, this really would change the way I look at the world if this is really true." So why that is the case? Here's my own speculation. They have not been able to speak and all of their lives for all the reasons because they're neuro they have neurode divergent brains and therefore I believe their filters on their brains have not basically become really really loud compared to the rest of ours because our fil it's important to have filters on your brain to communicate normally in life. I need those filters. So they don't have those and so they've had these abilities all their life. Nobody's known about them until they begin to communicate and then they find out they've had them. Another interesting thing for you to be aware of is the mothers are very protective of their children very often. And before the child comes into the study, they ask the child, do you want to participate? And the children say absolutely yes because we want to let the world know our abilities. So, it's not a parent saying, "Oh, you know, I'm guessing that you have this and and why don't we see if we can, you know, show it to people." It's the kids saying, "I know I've had it. I've always had it, and I want the world to stop thinking that I am a mentally no child without agency. I have agency." That's the big world word. And so what's happening, what Kai Dickens has done, which I believe is not taking advantage of the children. She is trying to show the speech pathology world that these children have agency because they believe that the parents are the ones that are creating all this whole thing and the speech therapists are the ones that are creating the whole thing by actually moving the letterboard around to make it look like the child is talking. And so what people now that are doing research like ourselves are trying to do is carefully in a laboratory situation show that the letterboard is not moving. Even if the parent is holding it and the child is moving to each letter, there's no way that there could be a a a mother making this um response. The only very interesting issue is that one reason that the speech pathology people thought this wasn't real in the past is because the children had telepathy. So if you give the therapist a word and you don't show it to the child and you ask the child to actually say what a word was given to them, they they can just as easily say the therapist word word because they know that was what the therapist was given. So, you have to rule that out in future research to show that maybe some of the times they were giving the therapist word on their letterboard was not because they don't have agency, but because they have mental telepathy. It's easy enough to look at that and decide what's really going on if you're curious. >> So, so the I guess the obvious question then is why isn't there bigger data sets? Why haven't we really gotten rigorous at the protocol? Because when you research this, you kind of hear that the individual scientists, they're also sort of doubtful of the data. They're also a little bit skeptical of the protocol. They're they're like I I think I read that Diane is like not still claiming telepathy because she's like there is flaws in the protocol. There is maybe as you say facilitated communication where there's an obvious flaw with the person that has the answer directing the board to the person. So why don't we just control for this? Why don't we create the most ironclad protocol where no the the biggest skeptic in the world just cannot find an issue with this and why don't we get a really big data set and we say like here it is it's recorded on video everything is ironclad here it is like skeptic you're arrosoft like what are you going to say like why hasn't that been done >> here's the reason and I think I'm hoping you can understand this first of all the children that we're working with right now are now adults they were children when they started they weren't even the whole idea of facilitated communication um uh these um various um new technologies didn't even exist when they were younger. They went through college through school like until they were like in the 12th grade not able to communicate and then their mother finds this particular um rapid communication technique. Um all those things were have just been happening in the last maybe I'd say 10 years or so. So first of all, why hasn't it happened before? Because nobody really knew until people began to give them this technology. And then what happened is that there was a setback when the speech and language association said, "Wait a minute, there was some case of some um therapist actually appearing to manipulate a child in some way by saying what they they created what they said the child um was thinking and therefore there was a lawsuit and everything was shut down. And that shutdown state is where most schools are today. And there's an interesting thing because there's a difference I've discovered now in talking to therapists in schools. If your school system has an occupational therapist that is in charge of the special education program, occupational therapists are interested in motor control. I was a researcher in physical therapy like occupational therapy for many years. They want the children to be able to become um more um have their own agency and be able to communicate. The speech people are coming from that different perspective from those lawsuits in the past and they believe none of this is real. So the speech people don't want this communication. They don't want the kids to learn it because they don't believe in it. The occupational therapists believe in it and they're having amazing things happening in their schools. So this is the funny thing about our society and our culture. So this is newer and this is beginning to happen more and more. And you know when Diane Hennessy Powell was actually on I think this was a an interview with a skeptic and the skeptic Diane said really put words into Diane's mouth and she was very unhappy. I think what Diane was saying is that we don't know really yet because we haven't controlled these carefully. Diane was doing her best in these three case studies but we can't rule it out completely until we do. What you're talking about is very careful studies. So Diane, Marina, and myself are going to Maria Welch's clinic in Chicago, and we're going to have the children wear eyetracking glasses so that we're controlling where the children are looking before they hit. We're going to have um the therapist, for example, in a different room from the child, reading out something in their mind, and then coming back in and seeing if the child can on their letterboard say those things. So, we're doing exactly what we should be doing because we're scientists. We care. We want to know this is true. But it's just starting. Why hasn't it happened yet? Diane has been looking at the research, but she was a clinical neurossychiatrist. She was not somebody in a research laboratory able to spend 24/7 on research. So basically um yes, the reviewer was basically trying was a skeptic and trying to put words in Diane's mouth and Diane was simply saying look um I am a scientist. I'm a neurossychiatrist and I want the truth as well. And I think that there are these issues that have to be controlled for. But I don't think she was saying that she doesn't really believe it's real. It's just that you have to give the proof to show it's the case. If she didn't believe it was real, she wouldn't be doing these experiments with me and with Marina right now and doing experiments with a lot of other people. So that's one issue. But the other issue is that these children are a vulnerable population and they have what we call emotional and physical disregulation. You cannot turn them into lab rats, put them in a laboratory, put them in an MRI scanner to see what's going on in their brain while they're having a te telepathic experience because that is high anxiety for anybody to be put in a closed um magnetic resonance imagery scanner. And it's the same way even with EEG. So I want you to again image you have an EEG camp on the kid. This is a kid that has physical and emotional dysregulation. They're always pulling things off their head. Even right now as we're practicing putting on these eyetracking glasses. The kids may let the glasses stay on 30 seconds or maybe a few minutes before they pull them off. So this is going to take a lot of work. Because I mean, I can see the skeptics saying, "Well, just bring 50 kids into the laboratory and do all these MRI things and EEGs and and show us it's real." And it's like, "These are vulnerable populations, and we just like with near-death experiences, expecting somebody to see a five-digit number on the top of a cabinet, you have to deal with the human inside of the phenomenon." And these humans, somebody that has just died, has a cardiac arrest, and is leaving their body. And these children that have a lot of dysregulation problems are not lab rats, >> right? How many cases would you say are in your mind verified of this? Are we talking about tens of people, hundreds of people, thousands of people? Do you have any sort of even order of magnitude for sort of how many people you think have demonstrated disability? >> I'd say tens of people have been actually interviewed carefully. Now, in terms of the actual experimental data, we are just collecting data. Diane Marina and I um with people for example in Chicago, Maria Welch and others and Natalia um is another therapist that we're working with in the Boston area. So that's all we're doing now. I don't know if there are other research teams that are doing this as well. There may be some like at UCSD. I'm just not sure. So um each one of the research teams can only do so much because these children are um they are vulnerable populations and you know you make the point about um well maybe some um wishful parents want to have the kid um do this actually >> say that again >> like if you're really struggling with the development emotionally and psych psychologically of your child and then you hear that oh my god there's these kids kids with special powers. Um, and they they sound exactly like my Ben. Do you not think that they would wish that for them because they're struggling so much in that desperation? They're see searching for answers. Their kid is exceptional. Well, all I can say is that in Maria Welch's group of people, parents that are the parents of the children she's working with, a lot of parents don't want to be involved because again, it it's that there's a certain invasiveness when you do that of the family life and everything else and and a lot of them also are religious. They have religious beliefs that say this shouldn't be possible and they don't want to go there for their own reasons too. So, right. So it's not an easy answer of yes or no in any of those cases. Interesting. >> Right. And is there any cases of this in not in in a totally you know neurotypical verbal person? Has there ever been um like what would you say is a verified case? See, I think there are, but I think that we as scientists have not been interested in that because we have heard about people that from the time they were young said that they they had precognition about events, things of that sort. I think there are probably case studies about those things. In fact, I know of a case study right now that um is very well, it's very well known in my circle, but it was a man named Stefan Ovietki who was born in Russia in like about somewhere lived in the 1920s originally and then with the Russian Revolution, he went to um Poland and he had all of these abilities. He had telepis and he had mental telepathy, a lot of those things. Um people, this was like now during World War II and the Nazi era. um he interacted with a number of researchers in Europe um French, Poland etc. um demonstrating his abilities to them. There's been a lot written about that and Stefon Schwarz um who is um a well-known person looking at these phenomena has written a portion of a book about that particular man. So yes, there are case studies. It's just that the material world does not believe it's true and those books gather dust on the shelves of the materialist libraries. So how do you think we change that then? I totally understand your point sticking these vulnerable people that you know the sensory any sort of sensory overload can be a huge issue for them. We we have to be very cautious of that. How what kind of experimental situation can we set up that is very solid evidence because again you I think you have to understand the skepticism on these claims. They are literally extraordinary. They are remarkable. They are extreme. Now that doesn't mean that we should be dismissive but like it should be like how do we get clever about these experimental paradigms like what what sort of research programs need to occur um where we could arrive at a result a data set that even the hardest of skeptics could look at the data set and be like look I just I yeah you're right >> well I think that's what we're trying to do in Chicago and so as we say in these two labs one in Chicago one in Boston I mean I say labs these are clinics where the um young adults come because they can be anywhere from you know like 11 years age. They can be 25 or more because um they still are needing help in learning to communicate. But literally we are having the therapist for example in one room and the child in another and then so the therapist reads the material on a computer in one room and then they come back and then the child is going to like um answer questions about what was just read by the therapist. So, that's one way that you're showing that there could be no sensory leakage because they're not in the same room when this is happening. And they basically will be um videotaped um with cameras like from two different cameras so that you can see what's going on around them when they're doing this. Um again, they eye tracking glasses as much as they will tolerate the eyetracking glasses so that as they are writing on their letterboard, we can see that the eye is going first to that letter before the finger goes. So, there's agency right there. So those are the experiments that we're doing and I think anyone else could do if um they want to do this research if there can be funding for the research. Once again the National Institutes of Health in the United States is not do research um grants related to these phenomena typically because they are on the edge. So you have to find private donors. We found some private donors that are helping us fund some of this research. So it is happening and and I think the beauty of what Kai Dickens did is she let a lot of researchers see what was going on and Julia Mossbridge who was sort of part of a broader team is working to help coordinate some of the research activities so that different researchers at different universities and areas can begin to find out what each other are doing and begin to collaborate a little bit. >> Fascinating. Well, I I wish you the absolute best of luck. I I I really do. I hope I hope this turns into a program. I hope you're able to get real funding and get because it takes it takes funding to get the right data sets that will convince people and move the needle on this. So, I wish you the absolute best of luck. This has been a fascinating conversation. I don't have explanations for, you know, you know, 99% of what you said or even all of it. But that's that's the kind of conversation that I want to have. And it is one where I genuinely struggle on the skeptic open-mindedness balance, that tight rope. I don't know how to really get right in these kinds of conversations. Um, maybe a hundred podcast episodes later, I'll be fully on your team. I don't know. But I really appreciate your work. I think you're a great communicator. Obviously, very credentialized. It's it's it's it's amazing to have the story of someone that was, you know, as material reductionist for so many years, hard neuroscience program, you know, in motor wrote the textbook on motor control and now to be running studies on on telepathy is a fascinating transformation for everyone. Um, you know, I voiced my concerns, but I I think it's I think it's fascinating. It it's work that needs to be done and I appreciate you. I appreciate the conversation. Thank you so much. It's been really really enjoyable. >> Thank you. And I think again as Kristoff Ko said, if this is real, it will turn his world upside down. And that's what a curious materialist has said. So and and actually he's turning into an idealist. So I think that there's hope for the rest of the community as well. So thank you. >> Thank you, Marjorie. The Giant Shoulder mission is to explore radical ideas in biology, neuroscience, and consciousness and elevate those stories to the highest possible level while keeping them accessible to everyone. If this interests you and you want to support independent science, then please consider subscribing to the clips channel. Check out our 26 neuroscience book.