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[@ChrisWillx] Why You Feel Guilty For No Reason - Mel Robbins

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@ChrisWillx - "Why You Feel Guilty For No Reason - Mel Robbins"

Link: https://youtu.be/mew255amRL4

Short Summary​

The video explores the pervasive feeling that "someone is mad at me," a lingering sense of judgment and wrongness often rooted in childhood experiences where children lack the ability to attribute external factors to adult behavior and internalize blame. Recognizing this pattern as an adult allows for conscious reevaluation and the potential to break free from it by challenging the validity of this feeling and building self-assurance.

Key Quotes​

Okay, here are 4 direct quotes from the transcript that I found particularly insightful:

  1. "All my life, I always felt like somebody was mad at me... It felt like there was somebody I'd done something wrong... Somebody was mad at me and they were going to find out." (This is the central concept that resonated with many.)

  2. "Because our safety is predicated on being able to be secure and safe and attached to the adults around us... we as children are wired to be completely tuned into them. But we do not have yet the ability to attribute anything that's going sideways around us to anyone but us." (This explains the developmental root of the feeling of always being in trouble.)

  3. "When I cry, my sister comes to comfort me, but when I'm angry, everyone runs away." (This illustrates how children can adapt to receive comfort, and the start of unhealthy patterns around anger.)

  4. "Does it really help me to wake up every day and go, "Somebody's mad at me." Or could I now notice that's there and use a tool... I'm going to be okay. No matter what happens, I'm going to be okay. even if somebody's mad at me today." (This speaks to agency and changing the learned pattern.)

Detailed Summary​

Here's a detailed summary of the YouTube video transcript, broken down into bullet points:

Key Topic: The Lingering Feeling of Being "Wrong" or "That Someone is Mad at Me"

  • The conversation starts with one person mentioning a throwaway line from the other in a previous episode: "All my life, I always felt like somebody was mad at me." This line deeply resonated with the speaker.
  • The speaker describes a constant sense of wrongness, judgment, surveillance, and not being good enough. They felt like they'd messed up or someone was going to shout at them.
  • Hearing someone else express this feeling was comforting, making them feel less alone and suggesting it might be a common experience rather than a unique flaw.
  • The speaker questions whether this feeling is a bug or a feature, perhaps a cost of entry or a setting in the mind.

Dr. Paul Conti and the Concept of Attribution

  • The conversation connects this feeling to a discussion with Dr. Paul Conti about a developmental window called "attribution."
  • Children are designed to be attuned to their caregivers for survival, but they lack the ability to attribute negative events or emotions to external causes (e.g., a bad day at work for the parent).
  • Instead, children internalize blame, assuming they are the cause of the parent's negative emotions or actions.
  • This leads to a learned response to try to make things okay, either by withdrawing or by trying to fix the situation.
  • Growing up in chaotic, unpredictable environments exacerbates this feeling, creating a sense of walking on eggshells and constant unease.
  • The feeling of waking up on edge is linked to the fear of the uncertain and potentially negative experiences outside of the safety of bed. Bed becomes the "certain" place.

Sadness vs. Anger and Childhood Conditioning

  • A story about a 6-year-old girl who cries when she is angry is shared. The girl has learned that sadness elicits comfort, while anger leads to rejection.
  • This highlights how sadness can be pro-social (attracts support) while anger is often anti-social (pushes people away).
  • People who are often sad may have a poor relationship with their anger, having learned to suppress it.
  • The speaker differentiates between people who get "mad" (pointing blame outward) and those who get "sad" (internalizing blame).
  • Childhood patterns become deeply ingrained and continue to influence adult behavior.

Breaking Free From Limiting Patterns

  • The conversation shifts to the possibility of changing these ingrained patterns through awareness and reflection.
  • Recognizing that a childhood adaptation (like the feeling of constant judgment) may no longer be serving you in adulthood is key.
  • It's possible to challenge these beliefs and replace them with healthier perspectives and tools (e.g., "I'm going to be okay, even if someone's mad at me").
  • Identifying and using "levers" or mental tools can help to reinforce personal capacity and resilience.
  • The ability to notice and reflect on these patterns allows you to ask if they still work and consciously choose to change them.

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Conclusion

  • The video concludes with a reminder that the full episode is available and an invitation to watch it.

In essence, the video explores the origins and impact of a common feeling of being "wrong" or "that someone is mad at me," linking it to childhood developmental experiences, particularly the concept of attribution and the learned responses to chaotic or unpredictable environments. It then emphasizes the possibility of breaking free from these limiting patterns through self-awareness, reflection, and conscious effort to adopt healthier perspectives.